Missing

I wish I was back in Toronto.
I am homesick for the first time, but not because of the area or the people or the food, as I truly feel that I could live any place I wanted to and not really have a home. I could wander. But I would need to do what I wanted. Have a sense of order, schedule, in that chaos. My life can be chaotic but please let it be without this seemingly bigger power hanging over my head, directing my every move. This is my work, I’m talking about, I can’t even imagine what it would be like if I believed in God.

~ by Ian on May 28, 2007.